Berry’s Praise

Berry’s Praise 5/81 I am talking to Berry Thompson (a boyhood friend who went on to become an orthopedic surgeon) at his house.  He is very friendly.  We are talking about the pain treatment program.  He is very complementary.  We are sitting in his living room. associations At the time I was running a pain … Read more

Driving Up River

Driving Up River 5/15/80 (This dream narrative is a recollection based on the elements in the sociomatrix.  I cannot find the original on which the dream sociomatrix is based.) I am driving up a river a night in my car.  There is a bridge ahead.  I hit submerged rocks at such a speed that I … Read more

My Counterfeit Mother

  My Counterfeit Mother 6/27/81 Annette, Helen, and Elizabeth (my sister and her two daughters) are living in a large old house with a lot of passages.  The kids seem happy.  a pretty woman and a man live there too.  The woman claims to be the real mother of the girls and of Annette, Andra, … Read more

Mickey Crashes His Biplane

Mickey Crashes His Biplane 11/29/81 I am looking  at  an  animated cartoon Mickey Mouse and some young mice or young ducks (I think it was  ducks, Huey, Dewey, and Louie, probably.)  taking  off in a yellow biplane. They take off though a gate.   The gate takes off the wings of the plane.  It crashes, but … Read more

Methodical Suicide

Methodical Suicide 12/18/81   I am watching a man slowly kill himself with a long knife.  He is slowly pushing it up from beneath his rib cage toward his heart.  It was extremely gruesome and horrifying to watch.  He may have been wearing Japanese robes. Associations Masturbated the previous day. Comments:  Short and very intense.   … Read more

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